Alright so sitting at home waiting to go out the MN Renaissance Festival grounds with a friend to set up my tent i figured I'd post something... Might as well right? Warning i figured out how to had images and such so many will be in this

So the 'date' went well... i think... Now the reason the word date is in quotations is due to at least once big fact, we spent a majority of it sitting with his friends

I mean he paid for my dinner and asked to get together and again do something just the two of us... but its' been just short of 2 weeks and i've gotten a whole lot of nothing in response back from him... Getting to the point where i'm about to take my friends advice and possibly just give up all together...

Moving on to happier news, my best friend is engaged!! Will have to glomp her and her fiance when i see them next (currently they are off/coming back from a madtown trip)

Yay!!

I'm so very happy and excited for her! As well as being happy for Alice and the Mountain because they're happy and everything else... Just so very much wish my love like would follow suit you know? Hell, the Ex is even with someone else ... which that one makes me pull a

Dont get me wrong i'm fine with exs finding someone... but that god damn quick? Really?

FML....

So again makes me so very much looking forward to the start of the MN Ren Fest... Cause hey i'll be home and have my other family and my friends...

Insert Happy Dance Here

Though a few people have said they may try and pull Operation: Find Me a Boy... Not sure how i feel about it..

I'm yeah it'd be nice to find someone, cause cuddle buddies are awesome out there and having the whole weak in the knees, butterflies in the stomach, head spinning, feeling attractive to someone would be cool to feel again...

Something to that effect yeah

....What now? oh yeah sorry I guess this isn't the most feel good post but oh well... now to go get my game face on act like its all good, protect myself from the mosquitoes and go set up a tent...

grr arg

Wish me luck!

have fun storming the castle