It's almost that time again...

Alright so its now hit the week before the final weekend, my body is happy my heart and head... not so much...

Fest is my other home... My break from reality that I love so very much... It's where I found my other family and some very excellent friends... The bruises, the aches and the pains... They are all so very much worth it...

And these 5 guys... (missing Robin)

Much, Little John, Robin 2.0/Rent-A-Robin, Will and Me

Are the ones that help make it all worth it.... They inspire me and have taught me so much... They help push me to be better... They have become like family, I love them a lot whether or not they know... I would do anything for them and them anything for me...

Alright and moving on, I got to spend time with my best friend a bit ago which was a lot of fun... I realized just how much I miss her, Rowan and baby girl... I've been saying i should have time one the run is done (the only bonus) but I don't know we'll see what happens... Kinda starting to doubt it... Hell next week I'm booked with closing weekend... Killing the thunderdome 2.0 and going to WI with my family...

Cranberry Festival... Should be fun... I hope

I don't know we'll see what happens.... As it is looks like I won't get back to game till November which sucks... Though i kinda wish i could get the time off to hit Madtown in Oct... I miss it, i miss the game and i miss the people... I miss the chance to get out my head... But we'll see....

Oh I also win! I managed to make Much and Will blush and smile this past weekend at Fest... I've wanted to get them something to thank them for everything and for an amazing season, spent most of the season trying to figure out what... Then I figured it out, I went up the hill and happily spent some of the tip money and bought them both a compliment from Seamus the Insulter...

He's the guy in the hat

Now to explain the man is amazing! His insults are fantastic, hilarious and incredibly entertaining to watch and at times recieve, his compliments are amazing, wonderful and at times knee melting... Spent about 20 minutes debating between the insult and the compliment... Went with the compliment... And will say this... The smile on their faces worth every penny I spent :)

And now that's about all I have, good night and fresh dreams to all...

Dag Nabbit

Hey folks

I know its been a while since I've posted... This think called life has gotten in the way... well mostly the whole work 3o hours and fest... Also trying to find some time with friends... And awesomely enough i get to hang out with Jo tomorrow! WOOT!

So one good thing right? Right... Now if only the love life would follow suit damn it... had something before til about before July-ish cause he said he could deal with me not having time... Well he lied and it ended with the we can be friends and we'll pick back up after fest is done when i can have a life again...

Apparently not... he started avoiding me (though saying it wasn't by choice BULLSHIT) and found out this past weekend out at fest he's dating someone else... FML... Damn it... really universe really? I know i shouldn't be surprised since i was the one that was keeping all contact going between us... but still...

After that i was really happy i was out at fest and not in the real world... Probably wouldn't have handled it as well if i were out in the real... Mostly just put everything into the show... Which hey made for one hell of a show...

So that if one boy issue in the life, the other would be friend zoned.. believing there's a chance and friend zoned again... The last one idk... it seems okay.. it seems good... we'll see what happens.. though part of me thinking its just gonna end in fire... and bad

I don't know.... alright that's all and to any who want to complain about my grammar... Its a blog not a book back off, I can write it how I want too