and we're back....

Hello faithful viewers!

I know I'm a horrible person for not posting, hopefully you all won't be to mad at me... But yeah we'll see... And honestly have had enough going on that really...

I don't care.....

Alright where to begin....

Home life: As of April I'm no longer living with my folks, made the decision to move in with Kyo (the boyfriend), I know it was fast but honestly my home life was less than stellar and before we started seeing each other he even gave me a key and said if i needed some place safe to go i was more than welcome...

So after a slow month of moving a little at a time I finally got everything in the beginning of the month (yay for renting a truck) 

Hell even got everything unpacked and set up nicely in a reasonable amount of time WITHOUT any help... Mind you one of the more annoying bit were getting him sorted and good (he still had stuff packed from moving in a year ago)

But yeah, it's even a house which is supper awesome... And!! And we got a puppy!! Her name is Shadow and she's a black lab, incredibly adorable and I love her to death!

Work Life: I no longer work for Gander, due to lack of hours I got a new job at a bridal store

It's fun I enjoy it, hell I got put in charge of the tux rental side... It has it's high and low moments... One that made me giggle the most was the owner getting a bottle of wine for us.

Still at the festival as well, one my eighth year and third weekend of the year. 

Love life: Awesome! AMAZING! STUPENDOUS!!! I'm the happiest I've ever been in a relationship! I love him so much!

He came out to the festival on the 25th and at our 2pm show he proposed!!!

In the middle of my show too which of course made it that much more meaning full... YAY!! I'm so happy and so in love! Yes the ring you see on my pinkie is my engagement ring :) He wanted the ring for the proposal so he used the small one and it's currently getting re-sized

I love it! It's perfect for me :)

There have been some bad times as well but we'll leave those for later shall we? As for now I need sleep and cuddle time with the fiancee!

Good night and fresh dreams to all!

Existence confirmed

Hey everyone! I exist! I promise... Sadly this post will lack pictures mostly because I'm posting it off of my new iPad :) that's right the iPad I found out I won back in November came valentines day! It's been a lot of fun to play with...

Alright life of Winter... Christmas was good as was New Years minus the fire alarm that went off at three am...

The love life: A week before my birthday I decided to end the relationship I was in, realized that I had checked out of it a while ago as well as the fact that he was getting controlling... I've been there before and I won't do it again... So I decided done I'm out! I told him we could be friends... He apparently took that as a break... -_-; oh well though finding out Friday that he got arrested for stealing was kind of hilarious... But yeah... He apparently wants to talk... Don't wanna... I can do that right? Right!

Good news in that same part though... Shortly after I started hanging out with a friend that I hung out with sparingly in the past (also the whole both of us seeing people didn't help), there was something that I felt the first time I saw him and hugged him... A spark... I kind of pushed it aside like I said due to the whole seeing someone else thing... Well turns out it wasn't a one sided thing much to my happiness...

After two dates (the first a double, the second dinner and karaoke) and a first kiss that left me with fireworks (pathetic? If so I don't care) he picked me up to hang out for the day, sitting on the dashboard of his car was a box with a note on top of it... The note with flavoring from the Matrix... Yes with the whole red or blue "pill" thing... The blue for a life long friendship and the fantasy of the one that got away, the red a new adventure and finding out that my "prince charming" is flawed... I chose the red one thought about the blue as a laugh... There was a note attached to both the blue one saying something along the lines of "oh come on really? We both know which one you'd chose"

So it's been a week and a half (seems like longer) and I really couldn't be happier :) yes we are taking it one step at a time, and yes I had people ask if it was to soon after the ex... Considering I couldn't remember the last time he made me happy and the fact that's couldn't trust it, I feel perfectly fine with my choice. And honestly I couldn't be happier...

Alright also going on... Work is well work.... Inventory was a pain thankfully got to make up for the basically two naps I got with sleeping in this morning in his arms :) which mind you made for an even better night sleep. Still want to find something else but still goes.

With the merry men... Due to Robin's insanity we took part in the 2013 MN Polar Bear Plunge, it was a lot of fun and definitely worth it. We've even decided this years show will be completely rewritten new fights and everything, which means training... ALOT of it... Which when Robin moves down it'll be easier... Hell Rowan said he'd even help me spar and practice which will help... Same with the boy...

Alright so that is all for now... Love you all and will talk to you again

Can Today Just Be Done?

That's about all there is to it....